Hi, my name is Kim. Better known my nickname Kim Campos. I currently live in Seri Maya Condominium, Setiawangsa. 18 years old. I came from a normal family. I would call myself a complicated person, but i'm sure we're all pretty complicated. and why would i call myself complicated? well thats a good question. Let me describe myself, or at least, what i know about myself: i dont get along with many people. I dont like to open up. I'm very reserved. I cant make decisions, choices drive me nuts. I'm honest i can be naive. I tend to contradict myself. I don't get entertained by things that most people get entertained by. I fear crowds, they freak me out. I'm selective. I'd rather go out at night than read a book. I'm actually stupid enough to spend money on my things. I'm constantly looking for that person who will complete me. I enjoy simple things. My favorite color, or shall i say shade, is purple. I love healthy food. I've got so many books that i doubt i'll never be able to read all of them. I find it hard to save up money. I dont like when people cancel on me. I dislike conceited people and selfish people. I love photography, although i doubt i will never become a photographer. i live at home with my parents and my siblings. I watch a lot of movies. i dont like when people pretend they know me, i dont even know myself yet and its been seventeen years. I like painting. People tend to hate on me. I dont model, most of my pictures on facebook and flickr are self-portraits. I dont give a f*ck when people are judgmental. I like to cook, but i usually turn my kitchen into a mess. I like to do sweet things for people i like. I don't watch tv. I usually walk too fast for people. i love to spend some time on my own. Thats all, i guess.

29 April 2011

Things will never be the same

Long time ago, i was too fall inlove with someone. Her name is aaa no way just L. She loving me so much too just like i did. She always call me everytime everyday everynight everyhour everyminute just wanna ask me what i'm doing and tell me that she miss me. When i get lost, i feel like a boss and she will be my salvation. When i feel lost with nowhere to go, she'll be my inspiration. She never spends time with her friends. Tells me she's mute without me and when things go wrong, her faith is strong and i know that she'll never doubt me. We was too fall inlove together like no one else did. We been through together until one day, everything changed. I was too stupid and game her. I changed into a bad person. Denied her calls, tell her that i'm boring with her until she cried everynight. I did that cause i had a crush with someone else. Yeap. I know. I'm fool, sucks, everything bad is on me. And now, i regret for doing that. So much. I was thinking that when i'm with new the one we'll be forever, and always meet. But i was wrong. She leave me nothing and worthless just like i did to L. Karma isnt it? I'm on it. And now, i'm just sitting in my room and everymorning wake up and ask myself "Is life worth living, or should i blast myself?" I always thinking about her. Sometimes i cried, sometimes i just feel lost. Everything is changed, thats just the way is. Things will never be the same. And its time to fight back thats what my friend said. But guess what, i see no changes. I'm just hoping she come back to me, L. (this about my feeling is too short, damn)